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my doubts fade away

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, I'll sail the world to find you

Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 2:06 PM


too much happiness. the last 2 days was so blissful. i really dont know how to put it down in words. too much to say.. too much to thank. too much. its just too much.

PS. offering was good!


Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 6:16 PM


i love surprises.

at about 45 mins ago at 1.30am, i received a surprise from my cgl.

I AM GG TO TAKE OFFERING FOR TML'S CG!!!!!!

i was gg to bed already at that time when i saw the sms from aly, another helper. trust me, i immediately had the energy to do 100 push ups. (i was just kidding. i dont think i can even manage 10 now)

i have to admit, i have butterflies in my tummy now. but like what one pastor said before, "i have butterflies in my tummy too. but i just make sure that they fly in order" i dont know whether can i sleep tonight..

FAITH!!!

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME! AMEN!

*excited*


Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 2:32 PM


the world is against me.. no.. maybe i should just put it as.. my family is against me..

i am really unhappy and i dont even have the right to not smile.. hello!! from what i last checked, i have human rights.. i can choose whether do i wanna give u a darlie wide smile or give u a bittergourd face.. i dont like wearing masks.. period.

believe it or not, i did not screamed at anyone though i am burning inside out.. instead, i did what vanessa taught me: throw eggs.

thats what her mum asked her to do if she is angry.. cos an egg costs only 10cents. yup. and thats what i did.. its funny as i think back now.. at least those eggs wont get angry with me and require me to smile at them. but the stupid thing is, after throwing eggs, i need to clean it up myself.. but at least my anger is not longer kept within me and i can start doing my project now.

i am not talking to anyone one of them now as i know i would blast if they were to any a single word that accuse/judge me. its werid as i think back now, last time, when i talked when i an angry, i get scolded. now i shut up and refuse to talk, i also get scolded. whats the problem now. i have no idea what the three B outside thinks. RAH. fine.. chill chill chill.

on the better side,

PTL! today's presentation was good. at least we kept to our time limit. next thing to conquer is marketing and OB project. to top things off, i have accounting and business statistics tests coming up. i know i kept ranting the same stuff, but thats life for now..


Monday, January 21, 2008 @ 8:00 PM


i dont think i will get the chance to sleep tonight. i am still doing the powerpoint slides for tml's presentation. SIGH. i am tired and my eyebags are even heavier then my ass.

to make things worst, my sisters and mum aint happy with me.. i really dont understand.. mum was upset with me cos i aint clearing my room properly which is because i had/will be rushing projects and tests from last week till this week.. mum aint happy with me showing my "black face".. i showed my black face not because i am angry.. IS THAT ULCER ON MY LIP that is making laughing/smiling painful and difficult.. thats why i chose not to smile at all.. even grace can hear from my voice that my ulcer is painful when she called me..

as usual, mum complained to eldest sis.. and there comes her msging me telling me alot of not so useful stuff cos she doesnt even hear from my side of story.. when my mum complains, she ALWAYS add alot of stuff into it that aint true..

next comes my second sis to irritate me..

to cut the long story short, angry and bad things just happened all at one shot..

thanks keith for being there to hear me rant and rant and rant and rant during the whole process.. you know that i wanna scream my lungs out and u even offered to call me to let me scream into your ear though u wasnt even part of the reason why i got so angry.. and no, i do not want the candy that is in your mouth though i know i deserve a lollipop..


Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 4:42 PM


today is the only day i can blog a proper post.. this is because, projects datelines are coming up real soon, there is accounting test and business stats test next week.. SIGH.. life has been hard on me... I GOT AN ULCER ON MY UPPER LIP! it hurts like mad!!!! i think i will slim down alot during my ulcer healing period because i dont even feel like eating the moment i think of the pain i need to bear..

anyway, talking abt slimming down.. GRACE SAID THAT I SLIMMED DOWN!!!!!!!!!!! muhahahhaha. i was so so shocked when she told me that.. cos for one of the days during the week, i ate sunshine chocolate bread roll, cheeseballs, twisties, mint chocolate and tapioca snack!!! JUST IN ONE DAY!! cool eh.. i simply sat in front of the tv and finished it.. so maybe i shoud eat more.. i will be even slimmer! hahahs. rubbish i know..

i am blogging nonsense lah.. but what i typed above is true.. tml is gg to be a busy day.. marketing project, econs presentation slides, study accounting and i need to go service tml again.. God give me strength!!


Friday, January 18, 2008 @ 6:21 PM


I HAVE FINISHED MACROECONOMICS PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*****EVERYONE CHEERS!!!! ******


Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @ 4:26 PM


i dont want to do projects anymore pls... i am so so sick and tired of facing the computer, going to yahoo and type something about south korea's economy. i need a break.. but i cant stop.. project dateline is due on friday and i am still only halfway through.. SAMUEL! can u pls AWOL from your camp and help me complete it pls...!! AHHH!! ROARS!!

i officially announced, I HATE MACROECONOMICS!


Saturday, January 12, 2008 @ 4:13 AM


i just stumbled upon gold.

gold for my macroeconomics project. wah lau.. i had been rotting in front of this com for at least 3 hours just to find some stupid statistics.. i hate macroeconomics! i so much prefer micro.. anyway, i cant choose. no point complaining.

yesterday was one big fussy irritating day.. i am sorry to those who got it bad from me.. i think darren got the worst.. made him travel to popular twice just to get the correct glitter glue i want.. thank God he is a patient man.. then as night comes, i saw this girl's blog.. her boyfriend broke up with her saying, " i dont like your face" that guy is such a... !!!!!!! ball-less guy.. it ticked me off as to how guys can be that insensitive! if u wanna breakup, just say so.. why must you criticise the girl's face! if i know that guy, i will make sure he cant even erect next time.

on the bright side, guess what! my hairstylist is being featured on the newspaper yesterday on urban! i feel damm proud! hahahas. ridiculous. is not like i am the one featured on it. but still.... hahahs. what the newspaper described him as is so so true! he seriously take extra care for his customers no matter who they are.. the last time i went there, he didnt even ask the salon girl to watch my hair.. he did it himself.. all the way from the start till the end.. cool eh..

chinese new year is coming! that means........ DAWNIE'S MUMMY PINEAPPLE TARTS! THEY ARE MY FAV! (i use to finish the entire box of 50 in class! world record eh.)

bye. back to econs before i die.


Monday, January 07, 2008 @ 4:21 AM


my mum got hospitalised two days ago due to gastric flu.. and for the past two days, i really realised how much my mum really really love us..

as she isnt at home, there wasnt any breakfast on the table.. everyone skipped breakfast and for the whole of yesterday, i ate only a hotdog bread when i went to ikea with darren. then this morning, my eldest sis who visited my mum in the morning yesterday told me that mum actually asked what did we have for breakfast.. she is sick in the hospital, yet still worry about our breakfast. (to my mum, breakfast is the most important meal of our day and she would often make a big fuss if i dont eat breakfast) when i heard that, i am greatly touched and moved.. the greatness of mother's love..

also, being there for my mum throughout the first day in hospital made me realised that i cant be a nurse.. hahhas. all along i know that but it just made me confirm that i can never go somewhere, like some war zone area to help with those victims. i most prob faint even before the victim faints. hahahs. cos you know what happened?? (nope. you dont know!) hahhas. when my mum vomitted out everything she take in, i didnt want to be a coward and i rooted my feet firmly to the ground, determined not to shun away.. while i was there looking, i ALMOST puke too! i was like... OHH MAN.. thank God my sis was there too and i found an excuse to grab some tissue papers for my mum so i do not have to keep looking at the vomit.. is not that i dont want, but i really cant look at vomit..

i am gg there now again.. doc says she can be discharge tml if everything is well tonight.. God, please protect my mum..

before i end, let me tell you this lame stuff..

conversation between my eldest sis and my mum
my mum: what did you all had for breakfast today?
sis: A & W (that fastfood restuarant)
my mum: huh?
sis: Air & Water

muhahahhahha! my family is good at such things.